Nicole Gentles’ Journey from Pain to Peace
A quick preview of the story of how one woman has discovered joy and peace again after the sudden death of her daughter and her husband months apart, her twins during a miscarriage, and her dog all in less than a three-year span her entire family was gone. Today she is a powerful voice and vessel of God that is helping others overcome and go from pain to peace.
“I know things have not been the same, the home is not the same, watching movies is not the same, going out seems hopeless, the family is not the same and you’re not the same. Truth is, it will never be the same”.
My name is Nicole, and I miscarried my twin babies in 2016, the very next year my dog died, in November of 2017. Nothing could prepare me for what was about to happen next. In 2018 less than a year I lost my husband and then my worst nightmare happened, I lost my daughter exactly one year, the same month as losing my husband. My world was totally shattered, and everything in my life changed in a moment. I believed I died at that moment.
I was left feeling lost, angry, hopeless, sad, depressed, and wanting to give up. I could go on and on about how I was feeling. I would replay every moment of their death in my mind over-and-over-and over to see what I could have done differently to save them. Only if I could have done CPR better, only if I was home, only if I’d call or keep calling, only if I had followed my gut, I saw this in a vision, I had a dream, and I knew something was wrong. Then come the “whys”. Why me, why my husband, why my child, why my dog, why my babies? they were just babies! God, why God, WHY ME! I was done. I had no thoughts left, no feelings, no explanation, no desires, no care, no love, no hope, no mind, no blood, and no energy, I had absolutely nothing.
Well, I had hope. I am living proof that joy and peace are possible after loss, pain, and trauma. If you are suffering in the shadow of strength and you can’t seem to overcome; Let me help you discover joy and peace again and also teach you how to help others overcome through sharing your story. Let me help get you from pain to peace. I host free weekly webinars that can help you on your journey. These webinars are 100% free. Yes, I am a change coach and I can help you long-term if you are seeking more help but I believe most people who are on the edge just need a glimpse of hope and hope is free. The reason I do this is that while I was in my mourning and despair, I searched everywhere for help but could not find someone who had been through what I was going through at the time, and was able to truly reach me. I want to be that “hand” for others who are led to me by God.
See a push takes place from behind but a hand is given from the front. Sometimes all we need is a hand from someone who has overcome. Take my hand, and let’s work together to give a hand to more people in pain looking for hope. Changing your mindset can change your ability to overcome.